You are my Defender

Some words are just words to fill the silence, but these words I say to You - what can I say to express the depth of my pain? Bitterness has settled in, and my flesh is fighting You. Help me let go and give You control. You are my Defender and bigger than my past, greater than my future, stronger than my fears. I will hold on to You, Your hand is what sustains me . You are so sovereign over everything. What can I say? I have failed You over and over. You have never, not once failed me, yet why does my flesh still doubt? for You are my Defender and bigger than my past, greater than my future, stronger than my fears. I will hold on to You. Your hand is what sustains me. Your love is so amazing. I can't even know the depths here on this earth. Hold me in Your hands - I don't want to be anywhere else! You are my Defender and bigger than my past, greater than my future, stronger than my fears. I will hold on to You. Your hand is what sustains me.